From an semi-atheist trying to know christ - The Passion of the Christ Reviews

I don't believe in "GOD". I am trying to believe in Christ. Having seen Mel Gibson?s interview with Diane Sawyer I was intrigued by Mel Gibson?s conviction and his apparent devotion to Catholicism. I anxiously went to see this movie hoping it might help me understand the ?ideology? of Christ. I am so very thankful that I did. I was overwhelmed and driven to flowing tears by this epic and brutal portrayal of the passion and faith a man possessed as he suffered such misery so that he may carry the burden of all of mankind?s sins. I am torn between witch of two emotions affected me more: The pain and misery Christ endured or the pain and suffering felt by those who loved and cherished him as well as those who seemingly began to understand what they were doing as they punished and crucified a man so benevolent.